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Aug. 30th, 2006 @ 12:25 am (no subject)
so according to my dad the dog and if that happens im going to cry... i love my dog and if she goes i will be heart broken. my dad got bit in the back of the leg i guess tonight by her. she does it to everyone so idk why he is freaking out so bad. so tonight she is locked in my room with me. i hope it doesn't happen. tomorrow is new student conservation at WSU im going down with alison. it should be a good time. might join a club or something who knows. then on thursday i have a funeral for nora's dad to go to. its kinda sad. so that means no hockey for me that day. then on friday i have this istart thing down at wayne state. will be there with alison again but taking myself. then saturday we are going to look at a photographer and cakes for sara's wedding. sunday i work from 11-6 might skate for hockey idk yet depends on what time. then we have off ice at probably 7. monday idk what is going on yet. its memorial day so who knows. then tuesday is the big day. my first day of classes i am pretty excited for it. start my day off with some math. then a lil english then a break where i will meet up with alison and then my last class which is chem. then hockey that night. i shall be a busy girl with my classes but im ready to start my life 



since i dont do this often enjoy and read it. maybe even comment
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Jul. 18th, 2006 @ 12:27 am (no subject)
just wanted to say i really love all my friends


thanks and good night
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Jul. 14th, 2006 @ 12:01 pm (no subject)
so i knowi never update this thing anymore. i have been going out a lot and playing hockey again. i have been working alot this week and next week also. in the past couple of weeks i have gone to grad parties, played hockey and went bowling a lot. i got into another car accident just last week that i am getting fixed pretty soon. thanks to leannes dad it is getting down rather cheap and i am very thankful. life is going good i am a registered college student and i am loving the summer life. hope all is well with everyone
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Jun. 14th, 2006 @ 09:37 am (no subject)
Current Mood: amazing

so i've been just sitting around doing a WHOLE lot of nothing. been working and going to grad partys...sarah has grad party last weekend was the best most fun i have had in some time now. it was just sooo funny. that was on saturday and she got the hell beat of her by a sandel. it was pretty darn funny if i must say so myself. then on sunday went down to the arts festival at WSU. it was fun my lil cuz and i got matching henna tatoos that cover my hand. monday i did a lot of nothing then i worked that night and came home and watched the hockey game. last night was AMAZING!!!! i worked from 12-7 then i came home and sat around. at 8.30 i left and went to the hockey rink. it was great like things used to be. my safe house. my place to get away and be who i really am with ppl i have known for yrs. i skated like shit at the beginning but got pretty good at the end. made a couple of really nice saves. the sad part about it all is that other than marino's 3 other skates and maybe the regina games this summer....i wont play hockey again. and after last night there is nothing more i wanna do again then play hockey. it was deff. amazing and now i remember what i loved about it. the smell, the ppl, the coaching, and the way u can see ur breathe on the ice as u breath. it was truly amazing and now i know why i have loved hockey for the last 6 yrs. i even got to see joann yesterday becuz she came up just to watch me skate : ) it was great i got out of the locker room at like 10.30 and we talked untill after 11. man i miss her and tina and sarah and everyone. boy the friends i have made at hockey really do seem to last a life time.

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Jun. 5th, 2006 @ 10:34 am (no subject)
Current Mood: tired

high school in now offically over. im a freshman at WSU!!!

graduation was fun. the all night party was GREAT. i would not change a single memory for the world from it.

my grad party went really well thanks to everyone that stopped by.

to tired to keep writing wanna know more ask

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May. 31st, 2006 @ 03:14 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: happy
today was by far the best day of high school EVER!!! i loved every minute of it. from the chem exam to the senior walk. it was all great and i would not change it for the world. im going to miss everyone soooo much i could not even tell you. to everyone i know thanks for the laughs, the crying, and all the good times we have had together. i love you all.



CLASS OF 2006
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May. 30th, 2006 @ 08:18 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: confused
so today was the last blue day and it was a great one. i had a lot of fun and ate a lot of food. all i have to say is that for the last blue day ever i would not change it for the world. i painted my car AGAIN today becuz it rained on it yesterday so lets hope it doesn't rain on it again or i will be very sad. 


tomorrow is the beginning of a new chapter of our lives. may everyone life it to the fullest and enjoy it becuz you won't want to change it for the world...


and to all my friends thanks you have all made the last four yrs of my life sooooo much fun. may you all excel in everything you do and god bless you all. 


and with that just remember THE TASSEL WAS WORTH THE HASSEL
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May. 22nd, 2006 @ 12:28 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: confused
Current Music: time of your life by green day

well high school as we know is coming to an end. and like my buddy sarah said i almost can't wait for it to be done then on the other hand i dont wanna leave. im going to miss everyone. be it the teachers or just the people i talk to, the thought of leaving it all is a little scary. the part of me that can't wait to get out is jumping for joy knowing there are now only 6 days left in school. but knowing it is done makes me think of everything i never did while i was there. like going to the dances and having a good time. everyone always says once ur done ur going to want to go back. and i am already starting to feel it.

when i am driving down the road and i am listen to my music i just think of all the times i have had with everyone, rather it be good or bad i love the thought of our old times. right now the most that come to mind are the bad times and how we got through them and how it made us stronger. we seem to be able to make it through anything and its like nothing can stop us now. we are closer together and we are always joking about the old times. but when i think of those bad times and how hard it was to get throught them i find it amazing that we did. they looked like horrible situations, but we made it. 

so take that or leave it. but i hope you know that you my friends mean the world to me and the stupid things that i do are not to just intentally hurt you. even tho it may seem that way. so may all ur lifes be great after high school and may all ur dreams come true. becuz i know with out any of you by my side i would not be the person i am today. and with that i leave you with this song....

Another turning point a fork stuck in the road,
Time grabs you by the wrist directs you where to go,
So make the best of this test and dont ask why,
Its not a question but a lesson learned in time

Its something unpredictable,
But in the end is right,
I hope you had the time of your life

So take the photographs and still frames in your mind,
Hang it on a shelf of good health and good time,
Tatoos of memorys and dead skin on trial,
For what its worth it was worth all the while,

Its something unpredictable,
But in the end is right,
I hope you had the time of your life

Its something unpredictable,
But in the end is right,
I hope you had the time of your life

Its something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life

good bye the graduating class of 2006

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May. 17th, 2006 @ 02:38 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: annoyed
senior skip days have arrived. this are going to be 2 days that i will really enjoy. just hanging around the house by myself and just doing nothing. i wont feel the pressure of school down my back and i finally RELAX!! just me time, time for me to do some thinking and figure things out. so heres to the next 2 days of self time
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May. 6th, 2006 @ 08:50 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: tired
so last night was prom and i had a good time. i started my day off by getting my hair done at 3. got home and finished getting ready and went to leannes house for a few pictures. then we went to karens house to take more pictures. then we came back to my house for a few more pictures so my dad could see me. then on the way out to villa we stopped at another house for pictures. when we checked in at villa something happened with the tix and they were all screwed up or something idk i still got in fine so who really cares. dinner was great. then we sat around and watched sarah get like freaking raped while she was dancing it was really funny. then michelle came over by us and made me and leanne dance. then we sat around and talked with devon it was fun. then we finally started dancing a lot at the end and i had to make matt dance with me becuz he promised me a dance. after prom we went back to leannes house to change then we went bowling with must of our group. matt and toni came up and sat with us for a little bit. it was a good time. got back to leannes house at like 2 then talked till 3 then went to bed.

today i got up at 1145 came home sat around showered then went to work for 5 hrs. i am very tired now. so that was prom night. it was a lot of fun and im deff glad i went.
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May. 2nd, 2006 @ 12:45 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: distressed
so the wings suck...got knocked out again in the first round. who crappy. AP test tomorrow for calc i just might die. then prom on friday it is going to be fun. leannes afterwards to go bowling with her and samy. working saturday night and sunday. then another AP test on monday for bio....to much stuff to do sooo little time
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Apr. 22nd, 2006 @ 12:41 pm SPRING BREAK
Current Location: computer room
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: jesus take the wheel - carrie underwood
so i got back yesterday from spring break and i had a great time but am glad to be home.

Monday- went to the airport and got there REALLY early but that was ok. got into fl at 5.30 then went to leannes grandparents house and ate dinner. then we went to the pool and swam. that night was awesome i got to watch leanne beat the crap out of sarah for like 20 min..it was a good time. went to bed about 1

Tuesday- went and looked at beaches in the morning to see where we were going to go on thursday. went back to the house and layed in the sun for like 2 hours. then went to have pizza for dinner and drank water....ya thats right water then went to play putt putt and lost to sarah by 2 strokes...leanne pulled up the rear 1 behind me. then went back and layed around ate ice cream and watch leanne beat up sarah again.

Wednesday- got up and went to bush gardens for the afternoon. we all had t-shirts made... they look really cool. we rode a couple of rides there and just walked around. saw this REALLY cool white bird.went back to the house to eat. went to the pool for like 2 hours that night. then just messed around back at the house.

Thursday- we slept in till noon. then we got up and went to the boat show for like a half hour or so to see some guy. then we went back to the house and layed in the sun for about an hour and a half or so. then we ate dinner and went and swan in the pool again for a while. came back to the house everyone showered and we tho we were going to go to bed early but early turned into early the next morning...

Friday- got up at 5.15 to get ready to come home... mind you we got like 4 hours of sleep. got to the airport really early again. did some shopping at the airport stores. took a few last pictures to finish off my camera. then we went to go through security and we ALL got searched. it took up like a half hour of our hour time but it still sucked. got back in at like 11.30 then waited like a half hour for luggage. left the airport at noon and i got home about 1.30 after getting some lunch. then that night i went with leanne to go watch her cuz bowl. then watch the 1st OT of the wings game at her house and then came home and watch the 2nd OT at home.

Today- looks like i will sit here till about 3 then go out with matt to go look for a job for him. then maybe we are going to watch saw 2 again. becuz i PROMISED him a long time ago i would. i really wanna go bowling some time today or this weekend. that is my goal.

so that has been my week soo far. it was a lot of fun and i thank sarah and leanne for a GREAT time in Fl it was a lot of fun. and i thank leanne again for setting up a place to stay for us.
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Apr. 17th, 2006 @ 07:48 pm (no subject)
florida are u ready for us because here we come!!!
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Apr. 12th, 2006 @ 08:37 pm (no subject)
4 more days till SB BABY!!!! florida and hot weather HERE WE COME!!!
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Mar. 16th, 2006 @ 05:30 pm (no subject)
life these past 24 hours have been hard to deal with. i know i pissed a few people off but when i appologize i just get yelled at and everything gets worst. life is going prettyc good othr than that life is good and great. i have been bowling like CRAP lately and i can't stand it. so ya anthing esle just ask
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Feb. 22nd, 2006 @ 10:40 am (no subject)
so i have the week off from school and i am enjoying every minute of it. i have not slept passes 930 which stinks but hey u learn to deal with it. have not done anything to thrilling just hanging out with leanne nothing new yep thats it
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Feb. 14th, 2006 @ 02:44 pm (no subject)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!! im 18 and legal
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Feb. 6th, 2006 @ 12:42 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: busy
so i was tagged here are my 6 songs
1 what hurts the most - rascel flatts
2 skin - rascel flatts
3 Grand Theft autium - fall out boy
4 do you want fries with that - tim mcgraw <---sarahs song!!!
5 throw it up - lil jon and the eastside boyz
6 My own worst emnemy - lit

i tag sara jena leanne and everyone else!!!



not to much going on anymore. i have been keeping REALLY busy with work and school and hanging out with leanne and bowlin. that takes up most of my life anymore. i love having dual enrollment to get out early and my class is not half bad. the teacher is cool and i like it. believe it or not i dont miss hockey as much as i tho i would. and if u know me u would think i would be dying. but i dont even relize i am missing what would be practices and everything. that kinda scares me that i don't. but hey what am i going to do about it. so this is my life:

school 5 days a week
class every thursday
working atleast 4 days every week
hanging with leanne and bowling
chilling around the house
and just keeping myself busy.

there it is so if u can find a crack in that schedual to get ahold of me to do something do it. becuz i can't stand sitting at home
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Jan. 26th, 2006 @ 04:43 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: here
this has been a long week. hockey for me this yr is now over for sure. i told my coach yesterday that i am done and i am sry for the pain that i put the girls on the team through exspecial tori. i never meant for this to happen and i never meant to u to feel likeu were the reason i left. it had nothing to do with you. and i want to thank tina and joann for sticking up for me throught all of this. u guys have made it a little easier. and so have all of my other friends. it was def the hardest decision i ahve made in my life. but when i look at it it comes to this

i am done crying
i am done being put down
i have friends that will last forever
they are there through thick and thin
i will always have my enemies

so on a lighter note!! 19 days till i am 18 and i can't wait...it is going to be awesome. also SB '06 is on the move here and i need to start planing for that week with my bestest buddy leanne. it is going to be a lot of fun. any other questions just ask
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Jan. 21st, 2006 @ 03:06 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: crying
this is it..i can't take my mother anymore....i wish she would just go to sleep and not wake up i can't stand her so much. i understand that she thinks what she is doing for me is the best thing but its not. it does nothing but make me hate her. she thinks i dont care and that i am putting myself down..but if she would ahve seen me today she would ahve known that i do care. i cryed about it..i let my teammates see me cry and that is not me. i showed an emotion that i NEVER show to anyone... not even my parents or friends. and now here the tears come again. i just can't stand the fact that tom k thinks he knows what the hell is going on when i was told i was suppost to play..you may all think that ahh poor baby she did not get to play but u know what i dont wanna here u sit there and bitch me out when u get to fucking play every game of your life. it is hard enought to sit one game ok not my turn but when my turn comes around and i get the excuse that I have been playing like SHIT i wanna fucking punch ur lights out. this is bs and the whole world knows it. hockey is a team sport so let the WHOLE team play. you say this yr is suppost to be fun but guess what its not. u say we are not out here to just win but win and have fun well u know wha...i have not having any fucking fun. so my mom says i'm not going to the game tonight well if only she knew. i am taking my self or i am going w/joann idc anymore... i am going and that is that... she says she is not paying my ice bill well u know what i will come up with the money some how. even if it means standing on the corner of 9 and ryan selling drugs idc i am not quitting yet... this is my last yr and i am going to finish it out. so my mom can shove this up her ass...idc what she does i am going to my game tonight alone or with joann....so if u wanna go call me becuz i am going and i am going to play even if i have to beat tom k's ass idc i am GOING TO PLAY!!!
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